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Melewatkanmu

Melewatkanmu – Adera

Melewatkanmu di lembaran hariku
Selalu terhenti di batas senyumanmu
Walau berakhir cinta kita berdua
Hati ini tak ingin dan selalu berdusta

Lupakanmu takkan mudah bagiku
Selalu ku coba namun aku tak mampu
Membuang semua kisah yang telah berlalu
Di sudut relung hatiku yang membisu ku merindukanmu

Harusnya ku telah melewatkanmu
Menghapuskanmu dari dalam benakku
Namun ternyata sulit bagiku
Merelakanmu pergi dari hatiku

Selalu ingin dekat tubuhmu
Namun aku tak bisa karena kau telah bahagia

Harusnya ku telah melewatkanmu
Menghapuskanmu dari dalam benakku
Namun ternyata sulit bagiku
Merelakanmu pergi dari hatiku (hatiku)

Selalu ingin dekat tubuhmu
Namun aku tak bisa, namun aku tak bisa
Karena kau telah bahagia

-L

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Posted by on November 25, 2013 in Songs and Lyrics

 

Reminiscence

All those people who used to be so important in your life… All those faces that used to be so easy to recognize… I guess at the end time always wins… you can’t have everything…. you can only take bits and pieces from the past as a memento. Only few remains as your present. Though the heart can always tell, if you could just spend a little time to listen….

-L

 
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Posted by on November 19, 2013 in ShoutOut

 

Big-bloated-head

Seberapa sulitnyakah untuk berjalan dengan kepala menunduk ketika dada dibusungkan?
“Kamu orang yang kuat dan keras, fokus untuk mencapai tujuan, dan semuanya itu kamu lakukan dengan kepala yang menunduk.”
Pesan singkat yang diterima dari seorang teman hampir sepuluh tahun yang lalu. Sampai sekarang itu merupakan salah satu pujian tertinggi yang pernah disampaikan seseorang.
I think everything does have its own way to work. Back then I always felt that I wasn’t good enough. There was always someone better than me. That kind of feeling was reflected in the way I walked. As far as I remember I hardly stumbled because my eyes were always looking downwards when I was walking. I was always too scared to face someone, to look at people’s faces directly. There was this feeling of “unworthiness”. Like I was a servant before all the kings, queens, princes and princesses. 
I don’t know when exactly it changed, but I’m different now. There’s a sense of this arrogance inside me that took over once in a while just to show that it existed. Of course when it did show up I felt really good of myself. But a short while after that I regretted my action.
I want to be that person again… my old self… who always thought that whatever good happened to me it was all by His grace and mercy only. Nothing of me, nothing coz of me…
Why is it so hard to keep my feet on the ground when my head is bloated..
And I can hear myself saying “why do I need to keep my feet on the ground if I can just fly?”
Stupid me… don’t I know that I can’t fly??!!!

-L

 
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Posted by on November 11, 2013 in ShoutOut