Beauty in The Beast

Built to be a good one
Not because I really want
I tried to at least
Not to let myself be a beast

So I start to keep my words
Which some said it can be my sword
My head is spinning
Keeping the emotions from running

Longing to shoot my best curses
Red eyes, boiling blood, exploding head
I got my recipe and tools
Waiting for the right target to rule

Devil inside me,
Devil inside you,
Finding a hole to break out
And leave our names as their aliases

Forgive me not to act right
Sure things aren’t as bright
An excuse to deliberately fall
And point at someone to take a fall

A handshake to seal the dark
And let light slip into the ark
It’s another day passed by
Another chance to forgive

Men in hope women in dreams
I’m there to watch it turns real
Buried my wrath for once
Reaping my parts forever




Walked into my life
Saw me in suit
Clean and neat

Stayed in my life
Spending a night or two
Saw me in pajamas
Clean but messy

Reside in my house
Lived for a year or two
Saw me sweat, saw me cry, saw me angry
Dirty and messy

Left and never came back
Taught me a simple thing in life
Thou shall not believe
Not in human not in anyone

Holding the faith
Of whatever left to see
Keeping the hope
Of whatever remained to stay

For this might take another decade
To build and destroy
Not taking a chance to lose
For the light is there to catch

Break the broken heart
Left with no pieces to trace
Crush the hopeless dreams
Leading straight to the end

Human cries human laughs
Sharing the deeds they didn’t do
All empty and trashed
Let the unreal be real

All the words said
Lies spotted underneath
All the voices heard
Covered in tears and screams

How many years left to mourn
Sun downs and rises
Till the day it stops spinning

Be faithful of whatever you believe
Clock is ticking and batteries are dying
Be there to wait
Be firm to your faith
The time is coming